through the night

jesse harris' new album is out (new albums are out).

i'm disturbingly nostalgic, and i'm getting upset at myself from about five years ago. i call mulligan. i want high school back. i want to redo, do-over, try again. i am upset that i wasn't reckless enough, wasn't really young enough sometimes.

i am upset that i am still in an awkward stage. that i still don't know how to dress myself, really. that i still don't know what i am supposed to look or act like. i still haven't grown into myself or whatever it is you do in high school and college.

things to do in the next two weeks:
less internet, less sitting around, more outside, more reading, more writing, more exploits.
god and exploits.
god and exploits.
i have nothing to talk of lately.

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