tonight was good. it felt real, albeit small. i felt love and excitement; i remembered how much i love to perform.
i hope that as time goes on, i get just as excited for every gig i play.
also, i really enjoy menswear, and i am loving all the free menswear i've been getting lately. old man sweaters, button-down shirts...but i also love my new pencil skirt. dare i say i feel, as a friend put it, "like a fox"? because that's kind of an awesome, previously unexperienced feeling.
i move in a week and a few hours.
excitement, nerves, insomnia, fear, energy, worry, hope.