11.6.09

starting again.

today i am feeling lethargic and sad.
that is okay.
that is good, reassuring.

i just want to go back to bed.
that might not be okay.

however, i have been listening to music.
i haven't done that in a while, which was not okay.
so now it is back, pleasant and nostalgic.

and here i am, reevaluating who i am and what i mean again.
surreality is back, maybe to stay.
nothing really makes sense.
i don't expect it to anytime soon.
things are stark, pressed between pages of big reference books, clean.

i had a hard time sleeping last night, although i was so tired.
probably the caffeine running through my body,
and the thoughts running through my brain.
i had wild, vivid dreams.

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