i'm coming back "home" for 3 months only to leave again.
my shit is everywhere.
i haven't cried about leaving yet, but i have breathed heavily and hidden my head in my knees.
living at home is going to be so difficult.
grand rapids is calling for me temporarily.
st. paul is yelling at me to come soon.
this will be a long summer.
i am going to enjoy it, just the same, i hope.
i need a job.