i'm spending my weekend nights alone...i think i like it.
which is not to say i don't miss you.
it's just that i need that time to look at myself, and forget myself.
i'm getting tired, though. really tired. i should go to bed early more often.
(i hope i'm not wearing myself out.)
bodies are confusing and hard to keep up with, at times.
it's funny who i want, and when, and why.
i wish i could keep my favorite people around me always.