this is about you, this is about you
and sometimes i forget that lately
(because it had been about you for
so much, for so long, before now)
i like a lot of these new people i am meeting. i am wary of some of them. sometimes i like half of a person and wish i could change the other half. but that's not how it works, and i would hate if someone would want to change half of me. it's all or nothing with people, and i am still learning about that.
this year, this year.
all the things i want to do, all the things i can't say.
it's going to be really good and really horrible all at the same time.
i keep trying to prepare myself, but it's difficult business sometimes.