i am exhausted, but i guess i am going to have to get used to this state of affairs.
this is going to be a year of dedicating my life to other people. i will really need to learn how to manage my time, which is something i'm not good at. time is this crazy thing to me that i can never quite seem to get a hold of.
i am feeling hopeful, but at the same time, terrified. i know i can do this, but sometimes...i don't want to.
everything is moving so fast.