the stars lined up and flashed before my eyes,
which made me tired all the time
my head hurts and
my neck cannot always support its weight)
i hate it when i realize that, in hindsight, i have lied.
in that moment, i was telling the truth, but what has happened after that time has made me a liar.
i am sorry i lied to you.
i swear i was telling the truth when we talked.
but i don't know if it will hold the test of time.
also: i miss you. i cannot wait for summer, for the time i get to see you. i miss you. with all of me.