matrices of light

the stars lined up and flashed before my eyes,
which made me tired all the time
(and now
my head hurts and
my neck cannot always support its weight)

i hate it when i realize that, in hindsight, i have lied.
in that moment, i was telling the truth, but what has happened after that time has made me a liar.

i am sorry i lied to you.
i swear i was telling the truth when we talked.
but i don't know if it will hold the test of time.

also: i miss you. i cannot wait for summer, for the time i get to see you. i miss you. with all of me.

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