as they come

i thought i was found but i am more lost than ever

"i miss you
you might miss me
but you've trained me well to doubt either"

i don't know what is making me feel so far away, but i do. so far.
i am ages away from anyone i have ever loved. it is breaking me.

and who do i tell, when everyone is either distant or new?
i don't know who i love.
i don't know who i trust.
i am confused.

life shouldn't be like this, this perpetual shedding of people. i am not a fan.

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