you changed my life and now you're not even a part of it;
this is not fair;
do you even care anymore?
this is just proof of another lack of consistency that i wish had not happened. i wish that we could defy these laws of physics, these laws of relationships. i was pulling for you, too, you know? i really thought that we had something going for awhile.
i've told you my nonsense, and now i will tell someone else everything i've really thought through.