spontaneous friendship is okay
broken rules are nothing anymore
secret sneak outs
but sneaking in in the first place
i'm really not sure how to work these things
why do i leave what i know is good for something i know won't satisfy me?
unsatisfied, unsatisfied always.
but it's called trying, i guess. i am trying to find something that will fit like i want it to.
they love me as much as i can let them.
how much will i let them?