9.9.07

a lack of clarity

i am really exhausted, but i know i can't sleep. i've got stuff to do today. but...i just don't want to do anything.
well, actually, what i want to do is be around people. and just watch a movie and hang around and talk. i want people.




it's sad sometimes, language.
it doesn't accurately represent what it's supposed to portray a lot of the time.
when i try to tell people i love them, it just becomes a mess of consonants that aren't really saying what i mean, an array of vowels that can't describe what i feel.
"i love you" means nothing, when it all comes down to it.
there's got to be a way to show you.




i had a plethora of dreams last night.
each and every one of them taught me something different.

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