satpreet, i am not afraid to name-drop.
i miss your hugs a great deal, too.
next time i see you, we shall run at great speeds towards each other (in slow motion) and then have a joyous reunion of arms.
josh, i actually am afraid to name-drop. i lied to sp. don't tell her.
when i hugged you yesterday i realized i am always the first to let go for everyone, always. and i realized i didn't like it. i just can't hold on, and i wish i could.
friends, i am out of practice when it comes to hugging.
it's quite sad, really.
especially since it's all i really want most of the time.