"It's no good to get rid of your own aloneness. You've got to stick to it all your life. Only at times, at times, the gap will be filled in. At times! But you have to wait for the times. Accept your aloneness and stick to it, all your life. And accept the times when the gap is filled in, when they come. But they've got to come, and you can't force them."
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