i love sleep so much
so why can't i just go to bed?
(and amongst all the turmoil
it's the music, the late nights that put me at peace)
i miss dreaming.
i miss dreaming so much.
but i can't just lie down, close my eyes, with so many things unresolved about today.
sleeping means that today is done, that i've given up on it in a way. and i can't go back.
i've done all i can do today.
which is not sufficient.
but you know what? i'll be regretting this tomorrow. and so off i go.