23.1.07

like song lyrics.

i'm so glad to be losing what i've been holding onto for so long, desperately clinging
i'm glad to watch a hundred little balloons float away, away, away, and out of my mind.
it's delightful.

what a pretty picture.

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i'm falling in love with nick drake again
not like i haven't always been
but each time i listen to a song
he rolls over me again and again, i am filled with nick drake
to the brim.
my mind is nothing but him.

i love.

it is desperately sad to be totally in love with someone who is not even alive.
and whom i've never met.

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but i'm not really in love.
i just feel a sort of tender curiousity.

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