oh what a world

tomorrow is my birthday.

i feel like i ought to be much older than i am. i feel like i know more, have seen more, have done more than a 16 year old. i should be at least 18. it's not even the grade-skipping. it's where everything is in my life, my mind, my heart right now. and maybe it's my naivete that's making me feel like i'm mature...but i really do feel quite old compared to my actual age.

i have an old soul, i am thinking. or a very young one. it changes.

"time has told me not to ask for more for some day our ocean will find its shore."

listening to that song right now, and reflecting in a way over whatever time i've had. which isn't much, but is a lot. i never know.